Flawed and yet it's here!

So tell your brain to shut up 🧠

After my confession to you last week, I’ve put some precious time aside to relax. So instead of writing the usual drivel, today you are being gifted with a video instead.

I run a Youtube Channel where I upload the inner sanctuary of my mind. Some of the videos are alreet, some are particularly cringe. That is the rollercoaster of life, dear reader.

In the words of Forest Gump:

Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you’re gonna get.

And in the words of Jenny:

Life is like a box of Ritz Crackers. Why are they so dry and yet so morish?

ANYWAY, this recent upload is not my best work. Certainly not my best acting: the angles and sound quality are poor plus the hours and hours of jumpy editing are an epileptics worst nightmare. But all of the self-criticism aside, it’s a start.

We all start somewhere.

The awful camera technique, the penalty we keep missing, the first lift at the gym. It feels pretty pathetic to begin with. Listening back to your voiceover take and wondering why you even bothered has become a norm.

But putting the evil brain noise aside, I’d rather look back and know I gave things a bash, rather than hunch over my phone and allow fear to eat away at my creativity.

If you feel so inclined, WATCH THIS VIDEO!

Shout out to one of my best mates who is brilliant in it next to the wooden plank that is me.

And remember- IT DOESN’T MATTER IF IT’S BAD, JUST TRY!

Right, I'm off to cringe now…